But I'm still thinking about him. I think the secret to a successful marriage and a successful family is to respect each other's space and to enjoy all the good times no matter how trivial they are and to foucs on the positive aspects of the marriage an family life.
But she understands that I am committed to the Gospel, and will never leave it either.
Another simple and doable option is to go online; there are many LDS dating sites where you can sign up and meet new and interesting people.
Mormonism is a lot more controlling and has a lot more downsides.